So this is happening again. I logged in my account and tried to frame this post.
It's been one hour but I'm not able to get past the first sentence.
My mind is foggy.
So many things I wanted to say out loud. To yell in fact.
But this confusion is again overtaking me.
Like a spiraling black hole.
Engulfing my thoughts.
Filling my brain with sheer darkness.
I don't see the end of this.
Perhaps there is no end to it.
It may go on.
The only way I can see now is to write and get over it.
Without giving a second thought.
To write without any fear.
May be that's the only way I can survive.